We don't really talk anymore...
It seems that you have left me,
To pick up every dropped conversation
And to act like this friendship isn't faded
You always leave me alone
And then don't understand when I tell you
That I feel lonely
It seems to me
That your not committed, and I realize
Your attention is elsewhere
Than fixed upon the lesser being, that is me
Silence stretches for days
Conversations become awkward
Silence stretches on for weeks
Conversations become fake and empty
And I am here waiting for this to change
To be close friends again
But I have slowly given up that foolish hope
And now...
It seems to me
I am wasting away
We don't really talk anymore...
It seems that you have left me,
To pick up every dropped conversation
And to act like this friendship isn't faded
You always leave me alone
And then don't understand when I tell you
That I feel lonely
It seems to me
That your not committed, and I realize
Your attention is elsewhere
Than fixed upon the lesser being, that is me
Silence stretches for days
Conversations become awkward
Silence stretches on for weeks
Conversations become fake and empty
And I am here waiting for this to change
To be close friends again
But I have slowly given up that foolish hope
And now...
It seems to me
I am wasting away
Some day I will grab a map
and the car keys
and I will leave you and your nasty words behind
and I will watch you in the rear view mirror
while you sneer and slurp that repugnant liquid
I will stop at the end of the road and turn up the radio
so I can not hear the shouts and hollers that gurgle from your throat
I will roll the windows down
and continue on my way
I will not continue to fade away with you
as you rot away with self destruction
I will happily leave you with the alcohol you've become so friendly with
And maybe at your funeral
that i attend in a few years
you will be sorry
and i will forgive you